and it has definately been one of the hardest things I have ever done... close behind giving birth to an over 9 lb baby:)
I have been in tears all morning but as lunch approaches, I am becoming calmer. I already called to check on him and of course he's fine:) It's always the Mamas that are worse off... My day was made a little easier when I got some flowers delivered from Josh.. As of now, I am trying not to talk about it...it only makes my eyes well up:(
In my hysteria I did manage to remember to document Eli's first day... here are some pics

Eli with teacher Denise and his new friends


The flowers Josh sent to work














































